A bouquet of flowers, freezed in the moment by the white paint.
With this work I investigate the current state of my mind, its sensations.
I feel a whirlwind of madness and uncertainty,
of loneliness and closeness, everything has fallen, everything has shattered..the wall has collapsed ..
Who am I? What am I? Where am I going? What I want?
I flow, I feel fluid ... is that good?
The certainties that has been built up until yesterday have crashed.
I feel like I'm losing my mind, the mind decides if the day is good or bad, can I direct it?
The white paint remembers the color used in the asylums.
I gather small pieces around me and recompose them, step by step, I stop them from the timeflow with white:
the achromatic color that contains all the colors of the electromagnetic spectrum. White contains everything and reflects light.
I lose myself, I wander and explore my mind's meanders.
I watch myself proceed slowly.
Step by step.
I am everything and the opposite of everything,
I am the facets of the present and their opposite.
Fluid, I flow, I do not object,
I am everything and I am nothing,
the certainties are off.
savored moments that will never come back,
Step by step,
I see a yellow flower, then I see it white,
how much suffering, how much fleeting happiness.
I watch slowly,
it's all a big theater,
the light will go out.
I laugh, I cry, I suffer, I dance and I sing,
I am here and now,
everything is in my mind.