A bouquet of flowers, freezed in the moment by the white paint.

 

With this work I investigate the current state of my mind, its sensations.

I feel a whirlwind of madness and uncertainty,
of loneliness and closeness, everything has fallen, everything has shattered..the wall has collapsed ..

Who am I? What am I? Where am I going? What I want?

I flow, I feel fluid ... is that good?

The certainties that has been built up until yesterday have crashed.

I feel like I'm losing my mind, the mind decides if the day is good or bad, can I direct it?

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The white paint remembers the color used in the asylums.

I gather small pieces around me and recompose them, step by step, I stop them from the timeflow with white:

the achromatic color that contains all the colors of the electromagnetic spectrum. White contains everything and reflects light.

I lose myself, I wander and explore my mind's meanders.
I watch myself proceed slowly.
Step by step.

I am everything and the opposite of everything,

I am the facets of the present and their opposite.

Fluid, I flow, I do not object,

I am everything and I am nothing,

the certainties are off.

Instants,

savored moments that will never come back,

Step by step,

I see a yellow flower, then I see it white,

how much suffering, how much fleeting happiness.

I walk,

I watch slowly,

it's all a big theater,

the light will go out.

I laugh, I cry, I suffer, I dance and I sing,

I am here and now,

everything is in my mind.